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Bittersweet Peaceful Town
...for Letty

Her memory hums old show tunes and ballads, history in vinyl, the old phonograph of mother.

The smell of warm plastic, grooves in the album, mark the end of a life, the start of another.


Her ghost is a wind that blows above my head, smells like suppertime and floats like a song.

She is in my ears with a sweet and sure voice, and its hard not to sing along.


Letty took too many lyrics to heart, words in country, western and blues

She lived them right out, self-prophesied or not, they fit her like comfortable shoes.


Many reached for her, but her door wouldn't budge, the pain impaired her ability to find

Peace for the anguish she sung of and cried for, hope for the children that she left behind.


In her very last days, she sat mute in her house, her lungs were empty of song

I dreamed the cancer ate them, note after note, because she let it define her too long.


The universe obscures the aerial view, to the threads that run through life's days

Yet we live ever hopeful of meaning and purpose with those we release and embrace.


Our circle completed the day that she died, when I whispered a song in her ear,

And was given an image of her grand complexity, in the end it was suddenly clear.


What is life for? To learn forgiveness and faith, to help you listen for truth from deep down.

Her spirit is the lesson in whispers and music in this bittersweet peaceful town.