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        Her memory hums old show tunes and ballads, history in vinyl, the old phonograph of mother.  | 
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        The smell of warm plastic, grooves in the album, mark the end of a life, the start of another.  | 
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        Her ghost is a wind that blows above my head, smells like suppertime and floats like a song.  | 
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        She is in my ears with a sweet and sure voice, and its hard not to sing along.  | 
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        Letty took too many lyrics to heart, words in country, western and blues  | 
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        She lived them right out, self-prophesied or not, they fit her like comfortable shoes.  | 
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        Many reached for her, but her door wouldn't budge, the pain impaired her ability to find | 
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        Peace for the anguish she sung of and cried for, hope for the children that she left behind.  | 
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        In her very last days, she sat mute in her house, her lungs were empty of song  | 
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        I dreamed the cancer ate them, note after note, because she let it define her too long.  | 
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        The universe obscures the aerial view, to the threads that run through life's days  | 
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        Yet we live ever hopeful of meaning and purpose with those we release and embrace.  | 
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        Our circle completed the day that she died, when I whispered a song in her ear,  | 
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        And was given an image of her grand complexity, in the end it was suddenly clear.  | 
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        What is life for?  To learn forgiveness and faith, to help you listen for truth from deep down.  | 
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        Her spirit is the lesson in whispers and music in this bittersweet peaceful town. | 
